I QUIT

 I QUIT..drinking for the one i love

I QUIT..being such a punk to people and started smiling

I QUIT.. my bitchy ways and became his girl

I QUIT.. trying to be who im not

 I QUIT..trying to make everything perfect when i first noticed it was gonna fall apart

 I QUIT..pressuring for the things i really wanted

I QUIT

when we broke up..I QUIT..being happy

I QUIT.. thinking everything is gonna be ok

i couldnt QUIT… the minutes/hours/seconds that i missed u

I QUIT… trying to stop crying because these tears will just fall as they may

I QUIT… trying to please myself

so in all the bullshit

i just plan and simple

QUIT

so lets raise a glass to toast how much of a QUITTER  i am for the things that made little pieces of who i am… ill raise a glass of strawberry lemonade instead of anytype of alcohol… since I QUIT

WHO AM I?

who am i? who are u? who are they is the honest question

i am lauren a girl  who on average tries to giggle at every possible funny thing

i am the girl form kinder-guardin that no one wanted to talk to or eat luch with or have playdates with

i am the girl who sits next to u in health and cracks dirty jokes just like one of the guys

i am a dancer that dances to her own drum

i am a girl who smiles when you are happy…..who ever you are

i am NOT a morning person nor will i ever be

i am extremely smart when it comes to english/art/photography

i am music’s whore; but so is everyone

i am not a vixenn its just my middle name

i am the runner up for homecomming queen all through highschool

i am the only girl in your grade that didnt get a date to prom

i am/was that girl who had that crazy 16th birthday party

i am a blond

i am a chick with a potty mouth

i am not afraid to speak my mind

i am a SQUEALER

i am a “pistol” that you hold in your holster

i am the face  that you see when you buy a new frame and ask ” who the fuck are these people” or ” whose baby is this”

i am a genuine person

i am a sweet heart

i am one of those girls who wants to live a fairy tale

i am a person with regrets… then again so is everyone

i am a Blunt aka STRAIGHT UP

i am not a play toy

i am a person with alot of pride

i am strong

i am a joker

i am mean……………when i need to be

i am a pretty face…. but i like to think im more than just that

so ask me again….WHO AM I? ill say WHO ARE YOU? and they will say  WHO ARE THEY

WHO AM I: my name is Lauren Britt Vixenn B.

WHO ARE YOU: anyone whose reading this

WHO ARE THEY: they are our friends our role models our family our peers our neighbors that keep us who we are today

marcos

M= my love for you

A= always so adoreable

R= really really really cute

C= cuddle bear

o= original

s=silly/ sexy

 baby your the sexiest thing ive ever seen

the  kind of love that i only hear about in fairy tales

the kinda love a girl could dream about

that’s what i have for u

the love for u that i have will never die

my love for you powers my heart

for u ill always be ur little sex head

heres how it works

were in love

we have a son aka MOJO JOJO  :)

u know it

the puppy is our son :)

i love u baby

i will love u always and forever

my boyfriend is great he wrote me a wrap but i officially one uped u  i wrote u two poems so what now baby are you gonna finish my song?

hehe baby i love u

you are…

you are special to me in every way

you are my personal lucky charm

you are such an amazing guy

you are the first guy to make me cry when we dont talk

you are the only person in my life that doesn’t make me stress out

you are a beautiful boy that i fell inlove with

you are the pimp that called me your sex head

you are the big bear-sloth in my life

you are the owner of a wingless blind toothless bat :)

you are the boy with the cutest laugh

you are the boy that loves my squeals my giggles my laughs and my yawns

you are the boy that moved into my heart after two days

you are the boy i asked out :) not the other way around

you are the boy that rocks my world day and night

you are the one that stole my heart from its holster and i never want it back

you are the boy of my dreams and im glad your mine

here you are my love a poem just for you i love you baby i hope you like this

pistol

 Ive seen alot of girls just playin games, lettn off warnin shots, call em fake blanks. Now ive got a dose of you, you pretty pistol, got me in your cross hairs n fired a BANG.
So now my life feels diffrent yet its still the same, dont worry baby thats a good thing. So cute n yet hotter then the rest but what i realy like is that your chill with good taste, Winter fresh.
But no more jokn lets get serious, without you im sick n dilerious so now get this, if you could sell my love i woulda posted myself for u on Criegs list. So in love, i wouldnt give you the world n i wont give you the universe cuz that stuff aint big enough, so ive got a lot to show n i cant even do me with out thinkn of you. Your engraved in my head so crazy its stuck like gorrila glue. So call me washington cuz id never lie to you, your amazing n thats also the truth.
My dim lights youve enlighted and ignighted more sparks then a 4th of july enlightment. Hott enough to melt hell, youve got my tourch flammin n your burnin the devil too :p
Every single time i always get stuck when ever i spend time with you so im puttn in extra effort. Whats a metaphore for this? You workn me Double time ;D
No words can describe, but this is the best that i can do, im always yours and i dedicate this to you. So this is your song babe. Its all yours, I love you :)